Friendships
28.6 Sometimes breaking up the friendship is worst for example this year I learn a lot about it and I think I want to talk about it today.
First friendship breakup was technically last year but it really took turn at the end of January. I would say this was my best friend and I think I was her looking bad I am happy I ended it but I also feel I overacted. She was really mean like really she was all the time saying she has that or other mental illness when she had nothing that was the most prominent thing why we "broke up" it hurted a lot with the fact she was spreading misinformations about me around school which made me more like an outcast. I on the other side feel nothing towards her now no hate at least I don't want contact but I unblocked her there is nothing I want bad to this person in their life even tho she was horrible person.
The second hurted a bit more not that much and it was with two other people one was my age and other was 2 years younger. The thing that happened with a person who is 2 years younger was that it was always about them about their mother about their weight about anything. The thing was also I told them that I struggle with food and suddenly they also did even tho before they said nothing maybe it was just consequence but to be honest I don't think so. For the other girl she was more friends with the other girl then me and it just always went over me. On a new years eve they made a party inviting every of our mutual friend but me but still somehow it was my fault. Thank you for reading this :) PS:Thanks to Abki for inspiring me to write this