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22.06.2026 I actually never before had written a diary it really isn't my thing but everybody and everywhere you are going to heat how good and excelent is that for you so why wouldn't I will try maybe I would not keep up maybe I will. Maybe this is like introduction stuff or just to see where I moved after some moths maybe even years. I currently go by Hayden. And I actually have no idea what even I am.I feel like an alien on earth you know just that weird feeling you don't fit anywhere because of some reason. You know now thinking I had always written stuff about myself in very unorganized way
I can't really talk or write sometimes it feels like speaking and writing is just so unnatural to me It isn't even that I can't express myself it just feels like words can't come out of my mouth. I think of myself as very emotional to some extend in a way of feeling everything too deep like to the depth and overanalyze everything even when I don't need. Maybe I will make short stories based on songs or just random stuff. I will see